Nov 22, 2013 12:16:43 GMT -5 |
Post by Deleted on Nov 22, 2013 12:16:43 GMT -5
So, looking at some other threads, I thought I might want a place to dump any art I get around to scanning or various drabbles and stories or whatever. I might later also record myself singing some of the songs I get into my head as various character themes, but so far my attempts at recording them sorta stink (probably because I don't have any proper microphones). Um, yeah.
So, anyway, the reason I'm doing this now is because of the below story, which popped into my head and would not jump out, so I decided to write it down. It is still a work in progress, but I wanted to put down what I had so far.
So, anyway, the reason I'm doing this now is because of the below story, which popped into my head and would not jump out, so I decided to write it down. It is still a work in progress, but I wanted to put down what I had so far.
You know what I want?What I want, believe it or not, I've already got...Once upon a time, not so far away nor so long ago, there lived a woman with beautiful, deadly green eyes. She had untamable strawberry-blonde hair that seemed to be as though the wind had carefully arranged it each morning. All who saw her agreed that she was the most beautiful person they had ever seen, even with the thick eyebrows that sat upon her eyes, framing them. Yes, she was beautiful.
A beautiful face, though, does not necessarily frame a beautiful soul, and so it was with her. It was not all her fault, though. She was a frightened, beaten soul, as long ago her own parents had been harsh with her. Determined to make her own way in the world, this Helen decided that she would marry and become great, just as she should. Her heart was not in it, though. Her parents were the ones who had instilled such ideas in her, and she had long ago forced herself to believe them.
(Ever since she was little, she could swear she could fly.)
She married a red-haired man with the name of Stuart, and for a while she was happy. However, she fell very sick one day only to discover that she was pregnant. She was not ready for a child, for she had not yet learned how to take care of one. What was she going to do? Still, during the very short time between when she found out and when her child was born, she found herself feeling love towards it. She wondered if the child would love her. She wondered if it would dream of flying, too. She wondered if it would be strong, or brave, or maybe a fool. She felt that she would love it anyway.
In time, that child was born, and his name was Hamish.
At first, it seemed easy. He had her eyes, and he loved her, and she loved him. However, it wasn't that easy. Nothing was easy. It all hurt and had pointy edges instead. No, instead of being a normal child, one day she looked into her eyes and saw them turn a shade of black. The shadows around the room began to move, and seconds later she knew the truth. He would not dream of flying. She did not know what he would dream of.
(Ever since she was little, she could swear she could fly, but had always ignored it, for flying was impossible.)
She tried. She tried very hard. She did everything she could to try to help her son, for she was a mother, and mothers do all they can to help their charges. It was just hard, so hard, too hard to stand! One day, she and her husband found it, the article. She suggested they move to Russia, for their they had a place where they could take care of her son! So they went. However, it wasn't that easy. Why couldn't it be easy? Why did he have to get sick? Why did they have to be lying? Why did her son have to be what they were after? Why? WHY!
What sort of joke was this, anyway?
And so they began to argue. She didn't try, but she was frightened. This wasn't what she was taught would happen, this wasn't supposed to happen! Her husband was sick, then he was better, but then he was throwing bottles at her and screaming at her and she was kicking and screaming back and her son was flinging shadows and she didn't, she couldn't, what was she supposed to do! This wasn't love, was it? They say there's a thin line between love and hate, and that from time to time it is impossible to tell the difference. Why? Her world was shattering around her, and what could she do? She knew nothing!
(Ever since she was little, she could swear she could fly, but had always ignored it, for flying was impossible. She had to ignore those moments when her feet were two centimeters higher above the pavement than everyone else's.)
And then he left, and it wasn't just her world but her heart that was broken, and her son... Oh, lord, forgive her.
The night she made her choice was the hardest in her life. She cried and she prayed, but she got no answer. No revelation came to her. She had no money, and she could not take care of them. She didn't think Hamish could see it, but she was dying. She was hungry, and she was dying. He was hungry too, but she was a mother, and a mother would give up their life for their son. She could not do it forever. She could not condemn her son.
So in the end, the first time, it was not for the money or for hatred, but for her son, for surely they could take care of him better? It would be an evil, but if he were to die, she could not forgive herself! She couldn't... She didn't know what to do anymore.
"Please, oh God, forgive me, I beg! Forgive me for what I have chosen to do! Forgive me... Hamish..."
She could not look him in the eyes as they took him, but who could?
[To be continued...]