Nov 30, 2013 0:21:57 GMT -5 |
Post by Mihai C. Eliade on Nov 30, 2013 0:21:57 GMT -5
Mirror on the wall
Frame the picture
Reflect this kiss to wish us all
Goodnight
There was a sharp pain in his forehead, and a ragged, choking sound came from his crushed throat. He knew perfectly well what that sensation meant, and he was sure his operating team would find out soon enough. Still, the already-faded feeling in his head was nothing compared to the agony he felt everywhere else. Every nerve ending was on fire, every centimeter of his body screaming—he could barely breathe as he was suffocated in all the pain.
Dimly, over the roaring in his ears as his thoughts rebounded in his mind, thinking of nothing but ithurtssomuch, he heard a curse from the director. "The line's dead," the man said, irritation coloring his tone. There was a bang that sounded like something hitting the table, then, "Mutant." Clearly directed at him. They would not even dignify him by calling his name. "Mutant, is he dead?"
Mihai wanted to respond, but nothing came out of his mouth. After a few attempts at speaking, fearing the consequences if he took too long, he nodded instead even though the motion sent jolts of pain down his throat. The sooner they knew their efforts were fruitless, the sooner they could just let him go.
Another curse was heard from the director, but then, finally, the blessed words: "Fine. Sedate him."
He barely felt the prick of the needle entering his arm, but he could've cried in relief as all knowledge of the world faded away.
He awoke to a throbbing behind his eyes. He sat bolt-upright on the bed, a quiet cry of pain escaping him. At least his throat was functional again, but the same couldn't be said for his eyes. They always took a longer time to heal—the regeneration of a new body part was particularly difficult. He raised his hand to press against the pained area in an attempt to calm it, but the pressure didn't help much. Under his fingers, he felt the brush of bandages, some parts of which were stiff and flakey. No doubt from his blood.
He would be in the infirmary wing by now, he thought. He didn't know for sure, but that was usually where they brought him after every session, and he couldn't fathom why that day would be any different. At any rate, it smelt like the infirmary, like antiseptic and drugs, and underneath that, the faint stench of sickness. Reaching out, he could brush the fabric of the curtains they put up for privacy. He was where he was supposed to be, at least. That meant there must be some painkillers around.
"Hello?" he rasped out. His throat wasn't as healed as he'd thought.
Silence was the only thing that met his inquiry. He hesitated. Usually a doctor or a nurse would be on duty, to monitor him, at least, if not to care for him. His throat was already feeling the exertion, but making an effort, he called out again. "Is anyone there?"
Again, there was no answer. He bit his lip and his fingers tightened around the blanket that covered him, but the debate was short-lived. Regenerating his eyes was like having needles inserted into the front of his head, and he would risk whatever punishment the overseers would want to dole out to steal a bottle of painkillers or a shot of morphine.
He reached out again and fumbled for the opening of the privacy curtains, his motions driven by an urgency that made his movements clumsy. Finally, his fingers grasped the partition and he pulled the curtains open, sliding off the bed onto the floor. Putting weight on his legs almost made him collapse as his knees gave out, but he managed to grasp the edge of the bed in time to avoid a full-out collision with the ground.
Breathing through clenched teeth and biting back the nausea, he rose to his feet again, hand feeling along the bed until it met the wall. He couldn't see, but if he felt his way along, he would eventually run into the medicine cabinet. Feeling desperate, weak by the tremble in his limbs, he staggered forward with his hands out, feeling for obstacles. He was glad that no one else was there—what a humiliating sight this would be.
But he did make it, eventually. After a few haphazard collisions and a some breaks to sit down when the exertion finally made his legs and lungs burn and his head throb, he finally hit the counter of the medicine cabinet. He hissed as the corner dug sharply into the flesh under his ribs, but he edged forwards, feeling for the glass cabinets. If he remembered correctly, there was a bottle of potent painkillers in the middle cabinet, on the second shelf to the top.
Feeling his way to the cabinet in question, he began to fumble with the handles with shaking fingers. He was so close—all he needed to do was to find the bottle and get back to his bed, and hopefully everyone would be none the wiser. Just as he twisted the handle and the glass swung outward, the sound of the infirmary door opening left him frozen in place.
His thoughts came to a halt before they started racing again. He was caught. It wouldn't be the first time he'd been caught trying to steal medicine, but that time he'd thought he'd gotten off easy, that the government was at least understanding of his pain. It was only later that he realized that wasn't the case, when they prolonged his operation long after their target had given them the information they wanted, solely for the purpose of showing him what defiance would mean. It was futile, it would incur nothing but pain.
The punishment hadn't dissuaded him from sneaking drugs again, especially when the agony was at its peak, but the prospect of undergoing the same experience made his throat go dry. Falteringly, he moved back from the cabinet. He had no options here, no choices he could make. He could only hope that whomever found him would be merciful. "I—I'm sorry," he stammered, voice still weak. "I didn't mean—I didn't..." He trailed off. What excuse could he offer? Not even seeing the blood and healing bones the last time had incurred his overseers' sympathy—even the most valid excuse would be unacceptable when made by someone like him.
Finally, he pursed his lips, not offering anything else. There was nothing he could say, so he may as well not embarrass himself further. He stood as still as he could manage, fists clenched tight, and awaited the reaction of his observer.
Dimly, over the roaring in his ears as his thoughts rebounded in his mind, thinking of nothing but ithurtssomuch, he heard a curse from the director. "The line's dead," the man said, irritation coloring his tone. There was a bang that sounded like something hitting the table, then, "Mutant." Clearly directed at him. They would not even dignify him by calling his name. "Mutant, is he dead?"
Mihai wanted to respond, but nothing came out of his mouth. After a few attempts at speaking, fearing the consequences if he took too long, he nodded instead even though the motion sent jolts of pain down his throat. The sooner they knew their efforts were fruitless, the sooner they could just let him go.
Another curse was heard from the director, but then, finally, the blessed words: "Fine. Sedate him."
He barely felt the prick of the needle entering his arm, but he could've cried in relief as all knowledge of the world faded away.
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He awoke to a throbbing behind his eyes. He sat bolt-upright on the bed, a quiet cry of pain escaping him. At least his throat was functional again, but the same couldn't be said for his eyes. They always took a longer time to heal—the regeneration of a new body part was particularly difficult. He raised his hand to press against the pained area in an attempt to calm it, but the pressure didn't help much. Under his fingers, he felt the brush of bandages, some parts of which were stiff and flakey. No doubt from his blood.
He would be in the infirmary wing by now, he thought. He didn't know for sure, but that was usually where they brought him after every session, and he couldn't fathom why that day would be any different. At any rate, it smelt like the infirmary, like antiseptic and drugs, and underneath that, the faint stench of sickness. Reaching out, he could brush the fabric of the curtains they put up for privacy. He was where he was supposed to be, at least. That meant there must be some painkillers around.
"Hello?" he rasped out. His throat wasn't as healed as he'd thought.
Silence was the only thing that met his inquiry. He hesitated. Usually a doctor or a nurse would be on duty, to monitor him, at least, if not to care for him. His throat was already feeling the exertion, but making an effort, he called out again. "Is anyone there?"
Again, there was no answer. He bit his lip and his fingers tightened around the blanket that covered him, but the debate was short-lived. Regenerating his eyes was like having needles inserted into the front of his head, and he would risk whatever punishment the overseers would want to dole out to steal a bottle of painkillers or a shot of morphine.
He reached out again and fumbled for the opening of the privacy curtains, his motions driven by an urgency that made his movements clumsy. Finally, his fingers grasped the partition and he pulled the curtains open, sliding off the bed onto the floor. Putting weight on his legs almost made him collapse as his knees gave out, but he managed to grasp the edge of the bed in time to avoid a full-out collision with the ground.
Breathing through clenched teeth and biting back the nausea, he rose to his feet again, hand feeling along the bed until it met the wall. He couldn't see, but if he felt his way along, he would eventually run into the medicine cabinet. Feeling desperate, weak by the tremble in his limbs, he staggered forward with his hands out, feeling for obstacles. He was glad that no one else was there—what a humiliating sight this would be.
But he did make it, eventually. After a few haphazard collisions and a some breaks to sit down when the exertion finally made his legs and lungs burn and his head throb, he finally hit the counter of the medicine cabinet. He hissed as the corner dug sharply into the flesh under his ribs, but he edged forwards, feeling for the glass cabinets. If he remembered correctly, there was a bottle of potent painkillers in the middle cabinet, on the second shelf to the top.
Feeling his way to the cabinet in question, he began to fumble with the handles with shaking fingers. He was so close—all he needed to do was to find the bottle and get back to his bed, and hopefully everyone would be none the wiser. Just as he twisted the handle and the glass swung outward, the sound of the infirmary door opening left him frozen in place.
His thoughts came to a halt before they started racing again. He was caught. It wouldn't be the first time he'd been caught trying to steal medicine, but that time he'd thought he'd gotten off easy, that the government was at least understanding of his pain. It was only later that he realized that wasn't the case, when they prolonged his operation long after their target had given them the information they wanted, solely for the purpose of showing him what defiance would mean. It was futile, it would incur nothing but pain.
The punishment hadn't dissuaded him from sneaking drugs again, especially when the agony was at its peak, but the prospect of undergoing the same experience made his throat go dry. Falteringly, he moved back from the cabinet. He had no options here, no choices he could make. He could only hope that whomever found him would be merciful. "I—I'm sorry," he stammered, voice still weak. "I didn't mean—I didn't..." He trailed off. What excuse could he offer? Not even seeing the blood and healing bones the last time had incurred his overseers' sympathy—even the most valid excuse would be unacceptable when made by someone like him.
Finally, he pursed his lips, not offering anything else. There was nothing he could say, so he may as well not embarrass himself further. He stood as still as he could manage, fists clenched tight, and awaited the reaction of his observer.
Word Count: 1109
Notes: Bluuuh
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